Blind Confidential’s Silence

I’ve received a number of emails over the past few weeks asking why this blog went silent for roughly six weeks. One problem seems to have resulted from my incorrectly setting up the blog posting feature in Word 2007 (a program I still fight with quite a lot). Other reasons vary from the high level of work I’ve been doing on various projects for a handful of clients, a fairly steady feeling of apathy toward most AT products (screen readers more so than the others) and that I’ve been enjoying pleasure reading with my Vic.

Also, my creative writing has focused mostly on the novel I’m doing with a friend up in Boston on which we have bursts of terrific productivity followed by slumps where we can’t stand to think let alone write about the old days – even in a purely fictional form.

BC fans should not despair, I do plan on continuing the blog but I may start writing more about books I read on the Vic rather than the device itself. Gonz, Samhara, Boris, BC and the gang will make regular appearances in their weird alter-world of my mind. I also hope that Dena writes an article now and then but she’s pretty busy these days.

I would like to publicly thank the Humanware technical support and sales team for helping me out at ATIA. My Vic, for no reason we could figure out, fried. In less than 24 hours, the HW team had a demo model in my hands and my unit was back on its way to wherever they repair the devices. Such efficiency and complete focus on customer service impressed me to no end.

I had planned on writing an article called “SAToGo: The Best Screen Reader Money Can’t Buy” but my high level of apathy toward screen readers in general lowered my motivation to write about this very important development in the market for such products. The AIR Foundation will provide SAToGo at no cost to anyone who wants to download it. SA is a very good screen reader and, for people who speak English, this is the single most interesting development since Serotek released SAToGo in the first place.

While I’m pretty bored with screen readers and most AT products in general, I enjoy the new level of content available for me to download onto my PC and/or Vic. The other day, I browsed through the list of DVS movies on the Mobile Network formerly known as Freedom Box and found a ton of things I want to hear. I think Serotek offers something like a 30 day demo and, if you haven’t taken a peek yet, I recommend you do as you will likely find lots of stuff you enjoy up there.

The NLS digital book download site gets better every day as lots of titles enter the catalogue daily. These books, performed by professional readers, cover a very wide range of topics and serve a wide variety of different reasons one might want a particular book.

I also really like virtually everything about Bookshare.org. These books come in a text only version of Daisy and sound great on the Vic with that new synthesizer they use from Nuance. The Bookshare catalogue contains books one may enjoy for pleasure reading as well as scholarly texts one may need for a scholarly pursuit or just because they enjoy digging further into things intellectual and academic.

I’ve also been doing quite a bit of programming lately. Everything I’m working on carries some form of GPL and I hope to remain on the open source/free software side of programs developed for people with vision impairment into the long term future. I think the AIR Foundation giving away SAToGo at no cost is a good first step but we users still need to wait for Serotek to add support for programs we may need that may not be on their roadmap. I applaud the SAToGo initiative loudly but wish I had the source so I could do a few things in programs that don’t make any commercial vendor’s top ten list.

Finally, I’m not just apathetic about much commercial AT but I’m also a bit burned out on it. I try to listen to new feature lists and press releases but find myself dozing off half way through. I use screen readers because one in my position pretty well has no choice about such; I’m, however, trying to make them much less of a hobby and spend a lot less time thinking and writing about them.

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Blind Confidential’s Silence

I’ve received a number of emails over the past few weeks asking why this blog went silent for roughly six weeks.  One problem seems to have resulted from my incorrectly setting up the blog posting feature in Word 2007 (a program I still fight with quite a lot).  Other reasons vary from the high level of work I’ve been doing on various projects for a handful of clients, a fairly steady feeling of apathy toward most AT products (screen readers more so than the others) and that I’ve been enjoying pleasure reading with my Vic.

 

Also, my creative writing has focused mostly on the novel I’m doing with a friend up in Boston on which we have bursts of terrific productivity followed by slumps where we can’t stand to think let alone write about the old days – even in a purely fictional form. 

 

BC fans should not despair, I do plan on continuing the blog but I may start writing more about books I read on the Vic rather than the device itself.  Gonz, Samhara, Boris, BC and the gang will make regular appearances in their weird alter-world of my mind.  I also hope that Dena writes an article now and then but she’s pretty busy these days.

 

I would like to publicly thank the Humanware technical support and sales team for helping me out at ATIA.  My Vic, for no reason we could figure out, fried.  In less than 24 hours, the HW team had a demo model in my hands and my unit was back on its way to wherever they repair the devices.  Such efficiency and complete focus on customer service impressed me to no end.

 

I had planned on writing an article called “SAToGo: The Best Screen Reader Money Can’t Buy” but my high level of apathy toward screen readers in general lowered my motivation to write about this very important development in the market for such products.  The AIR Foundation will provide SAToGo at no cost to anyone who wants to download it.  SA is a very good screen reader and, for people who speak English, this is the single most interesting development since Serotek released SAToGo in the first place.

 

While I’m pretty bored with screen readers and most AT products in general, I enjoy the new level of content available for me to download onto my PC and/or Vic.  The other day, I browsed through the list of DVS movies on the Mobile Network formerly known as Freedom Box and found a ton of things I want to hear.  I think Serotek offers something like a 30 day demo and, if you haven’t taken a peek yet, I recommend you do as you will likely find lots of stuff you enjoy up there.

 

The NLS digital book download site gets better every day as lots of titles enter the catalogue daily.  These books, performed by professional readers, cover a very wide range of topics and serve a wide variety of different reasons one might want a particular book.

 

I also really like virtually everything about Bookshare.org.  These books come in a text only version of Daisy and sound great on the Vic with that new synthesizer they use from Nuance.  The Bookshare catalogue contains books one may enjoy for pleasure reading as well as scholarly texts one may need for a scholarly pursuit or just because they enjoy digging further into things intellectual and academic.

 

I’ve also been doing quite a bit of programming lately.  Everything I’m working on carries some form of GPL and I hope to remain on the open source/free software side of programs developed for people with vision impairment into the long term future.  I think the AIR Foundation giving away SAToGo at no cost is a good first step but we users still need to wait for Serotek to add support for programs we may need that may not be on their roadmap.  I applaud the SAToGo initiative loudly but wish I had the source so I could do a few things in programs that don’t make any commercial vendor’s top ten list.

 

Finally, I’m not just apathetic about much commercial AT but I’m also a bit burned out on it.  I try to listen to new feature lists and press releases but find myself dozing off half way through.  I use screen readers because one in my position pretty well has no choice about such; I’m, however, trying to make them much less of a hobby and spend a lot less time thinking and writing about them.

 

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Top 8%

[I wrote this a week ago but, for no reason I can think of, didn’t post it until now.]

 

 

A number of years ago, a colleague of mine introduced me to the SETI at Home project.  SETI, for those less geeky than me, stands for Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence and, if I remember correctly, the project lives at HarvardUniversity.  SETI software listens for patterns in the background noise of the universe in order to hopefully find something not random and, therefore, a sign of an intelligent source.

 

SETI’s greatest actual contribution to the world of science has nothing to do with ET trying to come home but, rather, came in the form of a distributed computing project called SETI at Home.  This project gave users interested in the project a screen reader to download and chunks of data for it to crunch upon.  The more people who installed the software, the greater the overall power of what had turned into the largest massively parallel super computing system would become.

 

I loved the idea of people installing software at home or work that would use idle time to process compute intensive projects.  I did not, however, think that using all of this power to listen to noise in order to find a pattern.  Shouldn’t such a massively powerful system work on cancer, AIDS or DNA research rather than trying to find a radio signal that may have emanated from some planet of near incomprehensible distance at a nearly incomprehensibly long time ago.  By the time researchers could respond to the signal they heard, the solar system from which the signal came may have collapsed or any other catastrophe that might occur in a few million years may have caused said intelligent life to go extinct.  True, simply learning that some other intelligent species may have existed in the past or may still live today would be of tremendous interest but little value to our species.

 

A year or so ago, my buddy Sina introduced me to another project like SETI at Home but worked on protein folding and can be found at the Folding at Home web site.  This project, based at StanfordUniversity works on very complex problems with potential outcomes that can cure many different diseases and do a lot to improve the health and quality of life of actual humans. 

 

There are a number of other “at home” projects that work on problems I think are important but I chose folding at home and I stick with it.  Today, I am proud to announce that I have broken into the top 8% of individual contributors on the project which has nearly 1 million members.  I don’t know if anything my various computers contributed has done anything to move someone’s research forward but, in this case, negative results are as valuable as positives as they can help eliminate trials shown to have little or no value.

 

As a lot of these “at home” programs work in the background, I suggest you find something cool and useful and sign up.  You will not notice any sluggishness if you are running a reasonably current computer and joining a massive computer to solve health and other problems and your idle time will add value to something quite worthwhile.

 

I accept that trying to find ET is a bit more glamorous than finding a folded protein of value but your probability of making a significant contribution to the world is much higher with the projects working on “real” science.

 

Afterward

 

I have an original Braille Blazer from the old Blazie days.  It is loud and slow but it is working perfectly.  If anyone wants it, I will accept any offer over $150 (plus shipping) and will contribute the entire sum (except shipping) to either Southeastern Guide Dogs or to bookshare.org, whichever the buyer prefers.

 

A few weeks back, I wrote an article called, “Three New Products,” in which I mention that I had started calling my Victor Reader Stream simply “Vic” in honor of my Uncle Victor Bastek who had fought in both the second world war and in the Korean conflict.  A person named Mark Bastek posted a comment to the blog wondering if we might be related and, indeed, we are.  Unfortunately, Mark Bastek did not include a personal email address to which my sister, who is really into the family history, and/or I could respond.  We’re hoping this shout out results in Mark finding me again but using the information under the “Contact Me” link instead of posting a comment to which I have no way to reply.  We would really like to get in touch with Mark as our mother grew up with his father in Jersey City and, somewhere in my very distant memory, I recall meeting him too.

 

Finally, I’m starting to get involved heavily in the accessible instructional information side of the world of technology used by people with vision impairment.  Any pointers or tips to GPL (or similar) Daisy readers would be greatly appreciated.

 

— End

 

 

Top 8 Percent

A number of years ago, a colleague of mine introduced me to the SETI at Home project.  SETI, for those less geeky than me, stands for Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence and, if I remember correctly, the project lives at HarvardUniversity.  SETI software listens for patterns in the background noise of the universe in order to hopefully find something not random and, therefore, a sign of an intelligent source.

 

SETI’s greatest actual contribution to the world of science has nothing to do with ET trying to come home but, rather, came in the form of a distributed computing project called SETI at Home.  This project gave users interested in the project a screen reader to download and chunks of data for it to crunch upon.  The more people who installed the software, the greater the overall power of what had turned into the largest massively parallel super computing system would become.

 

I loved the idea of people installing software at home or work that would use idle time to process compute intensive projects.  I did not, however, think that using all of this power to listen to noise in order to find a pattern.  Shouldn’t such a massively powerful system work on cancer, AIDS or DNA research rather than trying to find a radio signal that may have emanated from some planet of near incomprehensible distance at a nearly incomprehensibly long time ago.  By the time researchers could respond to the signal they heard, the solar system from which the signal came may have collapsed or any other catastrophe that might occur in a few million years may have caused said intelligent life to go extinct.  True, simply learning that some other intelligent species may have existed in the past or may still live today would be of tremendous interest but little value to our species.

 

A year or so ago, my buddy Sina introduced me to another project like SETI at Home but worked on protein folding and can be found at the Folding at Home web site.  This project, based at StanfordUniversity works on very complex problems with potential outcomes that can cure many different diseases and do a lot to improve the health and quality of life of actual humans. 

 

There are a number of other “at home” projects that work on problems I think are important but I chose folding at home and I stick with it.  Today, I am proud to announce that I have broken into the top 8% of individual contributors on the project which has nearly 1 million members.  I don’t know if anything my various computers contributed has done anything to move someone’s research forward but, in this case, negative results are as valuable as positives as they can help eliminate trials shown to have little or no value.

 

As a lot of these “at home” programs work in the background, I suggest you find something cool and useful and sign up.  You will not notice any sluggishness if you are running a reasonably current computer and joining a massive computer to solve health and other problems and your idle time will add value to something quite worthwhile.

 

I accept that trying to find ET is a bit more glamorous than finding a folded protein of value but your probability of making a significant contribution to the world is much higher with the projects working on “real” science.

 

Afterward

 

I have an original Braille Blazer from the old Blazie days.  It is loud and slow but it is working perfectly.  If anyone wants it, I will accept any offer over $150 (plus shipping) and will contribute the entire sum (except shipping) to either Southeastern Guide Dogs or to bookshare.org, whichever the buyer prefers.

 

A few weeks back, I wrote an article called, “Three New Products,” in which I mention that I had started calling my Victor Reader Stream simply “Vic” in honor of my Uncle Victor Bastek who had fought in both the second world war and in the Korean conflict.  A person named Mark Bastek posted a comment to the blog wondering if we might be related and, indeed, we are.  Unfortunately, Mark Bastek did not include a personal email address to which my sister, who is really into the family history, and/or I could respond.  We’re hoping this shout out results in Mark finding me again but using the information under the “Contact Me” link instead of posting a comment to which I have no way to reply.  We would really like to get in touch with Mark as our mother grew up with his father in Jersey City and, somewhere in my very distant memory, I recall meeting him too.

 

Finally, I’m starting to get involved heavily in the accessible instructional information side of the world of technology used by people with vision impairment.  Any pointers or tips to GPL (or similar) Daisy readers would be greatly appreciated.

 

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ATIA 2008

For the past few years, I’ve attended the ATIA conference over in Orlando.  For quite a number of years, describing the event as boring (excepting some parties and drunken behavior by otherwise stoic sorts) was perhaps overstating the level of interest one could find at the conference.

 

This year, though, ATIA and the related conferences going on beside it provided some of the most interesting and highly desirable announcements we’ve heard in the AT biz for quite some time.  So, in no particular order:

 

A new non-profit called The Air (for Accessibility Is a Right), announced it would be distributing the web based version of Serotek’s System Access product without charge to users anywhere around the world.  This marks the first time a credible screen reader of any sort became available without charge to anyone with an Internet connection.  Millions of blind English speakers in India, for instance, can go to their local Internet café and, by typing www.satogo.com into the run dialogue, they will have full access to the Internet as well as popular programs like the MS Office suite on their local computer.

 

While the announcement about Code Factory and AT&T has been public for a while, Jim Fruchterman, founder of bookshare.org, discussed how now, with the CF Daisy Reader, a person with a vision impairment can use a phone with a $89 screen reader to reader the more than 35,000 (and growing) books in the bookshare.org library.  There are no cost Daisy readers for desktops and laptops but CF puts one in your handset for less than $100.

 

My praise for Humanware, a company I spent little time learning about in the past continues to grow rapidly.  My Vic died a miserable death while I was in Orlando.  I called the HW technical support, explained my situation and within less than 12 hours, I had a replacement unit in hand and they had my broken one which they will repair and send back to my house at no charge.

 

Finally, GW Micro announced the long desired scripting language for Window-Eyes.  Its strongest feature is that it can use any COM based language so programmers who want to extend Window-Eyes can do so with far greater power and flexibility than any other screen reader out there today.  This is massively cool and I hope Serotek does something similar soon so extensibility will have credible competition again. 

 

Lots of smaller events and announcements happened at ATIA and I recommend following up on the blog world and chat lists about some of the other things that have been announced.

 

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Living With Vic

I received my Vic from ILA about a month ago.  I cannot remember a day passing in which I didn’t use it for at least a few minutes and, on many days, I’ve enjoyed it for hours.  Vic has grown into my second most used bit of AT (JAWS on my various computers holding the number one position) and I’ve enjoyed everything from serious politics like “Hegemony or Survival,” by Noam Chomsky; light and funny books like “Fluke” and “Lamb,” by Christopher Moore and, from audible.com, “Hindi Conversation,” an introductory set of lessons that teach an English speaker to understand a number of useful words and phrases.

 

As a bit of disclosure, I do know a few people who work at Humanware but do not maintain a close relationship with any of them.  Every time we are both at CSUN, I go out on a “date” with my friend Myrna Vodda and we enjoy each other’s company and share New York stories and random gossip.  If I remember correctly, Derek Cote, formerly a contractor for HJ/FS works at Humanware Canada but the last time I talked to him was in Seattle in fall 2003.  Finally, at conferences and such, I try to stop and say hello to another former FS employee , Vinny Rappa for a quick catch up on how everyone is doing.  Thus, I do not have any strong personal bonds that would cause me to be exceptionally nice or overly critical to products from Humanware.

 

With that, I would like to suggest a few things that would make life with Vic, already a terrific experience, even better.  Someone else in the biz told me that the Vic ran on a GNU/Linux kernel but I haven’t heard any independent verification of such.  When I use USB on my Ubuntu GNU/Linux distribution, it transfers data very quickly; why then does the Vic take so long to perform any USB data transfers?  I know, the documentation suggests that the work-around means pulling the SD card out of the device, sticking it into a card reader and copying the files on my PC.  This set of steps is a bit clumsy but it works nicely but I still am left wondering what went wrong with the USB implantation on this terrific device.

 

The USB issue represents the only flaw in the device I notice with any regularity.  The rest of my comments discuss features I’d like to see in future releases of the software that runs on Vic:

 

For books that contain text (bookshare.org, html, Daisy with speech and text, etc.) I would like to have a search facility.  This could be done by adding a search to the menu and then using the keys on the telephone like keypad to spell out the search term as if the user had a SmartPhone with MSS and typed an SMS to a friend.  I don’t know the various structured text formats very well so I don’t know how hard a search might be to implement but it would be very nice to have.

 

Second, save settings like speech rate by book.  When I’m reading a novel for pleasure, I crank the rate up and listen about as fast as the Vic can talk.  When I’m trying to learn a handful of Hindi words so I won’t need to stand around looking baffled while in New Delhi for TechShare next month, I want the speech rate to be exactly as recorded to ensure that I get every inflection and that what I hear and attempt to repeat is a reasonable facsimile of how the words sound in Hindi.  I can’t imagine that this feature would be too hard too add and, for the situation I just described and likely lots of others, it would be very helpful.

 

Although I have a fast Internet connection and, for me at least, it doesn’t make much difference if I download audible.com content in format 3 or 4, I wonder why only format 4 is supported.  My mobile phone accepts all four formats in its version of audible player and I would expect that this can happen on the Vic with a reasonable amount of effort.

 

This might be an RTFM as it might already exist but I haven’t bumped into it yet but at the Vic starts up, I can tell by the little tone that it turned on and do not need to hear that I am welcome to a device I already own, I don’t need to know each time that one user key has been processed and I don’t need to be reminded of which book I had been reading (although the title is the least annoying of the start up jabbering).  It should be possible to add a verbosity setting that silences all of this and just plays the little tune to announce that, indeed, I managed to figure out how to turn on this device.

 

Repeating myself once again, I feel strongly that the Vic is the coolest product for the blindness market niche in many years.  I believe Humanware has tossed down the price/performance gauntlet and has put a truly terrific device in the hands of we users that does exactly what it promises.  I cannot recall another device in our niche that has as few bugs or other defects nor one that has brought me so much pleasure in such a short amount of time.  My suggestions are provided in the hope that the people at Humanware will make an excellent product even better and I hope they can get some of these and ideas from other consumers into future updates.

 

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322 (Gonzo Non-fiction)

By Boris Throbaum

 

“You say I run with a dangerous crowd, we ain’t too pretty, we ain’t too proud, we might be laughing a bit too loud but that never hurt no one.” – Billy Joel.

 

“Baby this town rips the bones from your back, it’s a death trap, a suicide trap, we gotta get out while we’re young…” – Bruce Springsteen.

 

My friend Gwen Camelot and I have started working on a novel about the days we spent hanging around an apartment simply named by those who attended the five year party there, three twenty two.  It’s location:

322 First Street, Westfield, NJ

, hence, the name of the place.

 

Twenty five years and roughly two months ago, I walked out of the place so filled with memories of wild sex, serious drugs and a level of alcohol consumption bordering on the truly absurd.  Friday and Saturday nights would mean the place would have an over capacity crowd of people either part of the scene or curious enough to come and view “the dark side” alive and in person.

 

BlindChristian, Gonz Blinko and I all met in or around 322 or associated events.  None of us can remember our initial encounters but all of us have vague memories about a lot of things that went on during those days.  I lived at 322 with two guys named Walter, we called one Wally and the other Walt to ensure we new which one may be discussing.  If only one was in the room, we could assume that he was the subject at hand but, given our frequent inability to formulate coherent sentences, one might have trouble making sense of many things we said back then.

 

As I said, twenty five years and a couple of months ago, I walked out of that place which remains something of a legend among the local police force.  I would wander far a field and, excepting BC, Gwen and Igor G. Grief (lead singer and bass player from the band Maggot) I lost touch with most of the old gang.

 

First, Gwen, Igor and I moved to the Boston area where the two of them still live.  Igor and I tried to get a few new bands together to replace his old act and my membership in the long forgotten Corporate Pigs.  We did some very interesting demo tapes but nothing we could play live which makes selling tapes virtually impossible.  Gwen started something called The Luncheonettes which Igor and I helped her produce but faded faster than the things we tried to assemble.

 

At roughly the same point in history, hardcore punk seemed to have run its course so many of our “skills” no longer applied.  In 1985, two years after we went to Boston, I took a trip to Goa, on the Indian coastline, to visit a friend and, mooching off of my parents, selling the occasional article  and the odd job I would find here and there, I basically spent most of the time since leaving 322 wandering around the world, chasing the occasional adventure, falling in and out of love too many times to remember and basically living as a very well traveled bum with a lot of good, although somewhat stretched stories to tell.

 

I’ve recently returned to New York where I’ve hung out with BC, Gonz, Gonz’s girlfriend (I didn’t take the time to learn her name as she won’t last long), Allie and some others from the old crowd.  I retook possession of my old apartment on WashingtonHeights and I look for things to do with my time.

 

On a visit to Boston, Gwen and I decided to write a novel about the 322 days and, in a momentary burst of optimism, we thought that a 25th reunion would be in order.  When you run with a crowd like ours, you expect that a few would have died, a few would have gone missing (hell, I was AWAL for about 20 years) and some may be incarcerated – we were not nice people.

 

As we’ve tried to track down the old gang via google and other online resources, we are finding that the corpses are leading the pack against the still breathing and those in prison.  Planning this event went from a festive kind of thing to one that depresses as much as it fulfills.  We owe it to those who managed to survive to hold this event as we need to ask the gods of healing for help with the mourning of our dead and to help lift some of the survivor’s guilt many of us struggle with.

 

Afterward

 

Boris Throbaum is the name I used when in the Corporate Pigs.  This alter-ego went on a long hiatus which he will write about in the future.  We are really working on a book and reunion of the people around our old haunts and we are really finding quite a large number of corpses.

 

I asked Igor, who lives and breathes under his real name, why so many died but we escaped.  He said, “Death rejected us.”

 

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The Blind Manchurian Zone (gonzo fiction, satire, parody)

By Gonz Blinko

 

“Skip!  Skip!”  Yelled Governor Mordecai Huckleberry.  “Skip, get in here!”  Shouted the Arkansas politician from the sofa in his suite at the Concord Sheraton.

 

“Who’s Skip?”  Asked a clean cut young campaign aid as he entered the room.

 

“You are,” responded the conservative politician.

 

“No, I’m Scooter.  I don’t know any people called Skip,” he drawled with his Arkansan accent.

 

“Well, who ever you are, I need some rest, I need a real break before all of my hair falls out and I can’t take any more coffee without puking.”

 

“Governor, sir,” stammered Scooter, “the primary is less than two weeks away and the only breaks we can take are our little naps on the plane.  The are listed on your daily itinerary.”

 

“Gosh dang it Scooter, I am the flipping candidate, I’m the governor and I say I need a day off.”

 

“But our polling numbers have a slight lead, we may actually win this thing.”

 

“And climbing over snow banks to shake a few hands in some donut shop in some miserable village in this cold and wet state will make no difference,” countered Huckleberry.  “We are taking a day off.”

 

 

“I awoke to the gentle rocking of Samhara’s house boat anchored on the lee side of one of Florida’s 10,000 islands.  “You slept like a rock Gonz,” she said as she handed me a triple shot espresso.  “You missed a phone call earlier.”

 

“From who?”  I asked my attorney and took the first sip of my coffee.

 

“Some outdoor sports guy.  He says he likes your articles and that he wants to meet you.”

 

What’s his name?”

 

“Don’t know, he said he’d call back later.”

 

I popped a Chesterfield King into my mouth, lit it and took a long drag.  As I exhaled, I asked, “what sort of outdoor sports?”

 

“He didn’t say much other than he would call back later.”

 

I returned to my morning stimulants of choice, slid on a pair of flip flops and walked to the porch to enjoy the serenity of a balmy December Everglades morning.

 

 

“Shit!  Fucking shit!  You’d think the fucker was the only guy in America willing to discuss religion running for the nomination,” shouted Rom Mitney, former Governor of Massachusetts, NFL commissioner and founder of Great Dane Consulting and Capital investment group.  “Huckleberry is rising in the polls like a godamned bullet and nothing we do seems to have any effect.  I can understand Iowa but fucking New Hampshire?  Massachusetts candidates always do well up here.  Even Paul Tsongas won the first primary in this snow covered fucking wasteland!”  Continued the former governor of the state immediately to the south of where he stood.

 

Skip, his bright, young Harvard graduate senior aid took a step back and asked, “Like a bullet?  Who talks like that anymore?”

 

“You fuckers are too young to remember America’s Top Forty, perhaps the greatest program in rock and roll history.  My choice of simile notwithstanding, this morning’s numbers are the worst so far and we’re sinking faster than the Titanic.  You have heard of the Titanic I will assume?”

 

Skip had dealt with exceptionally egotistical politicians since he volunteered on the Bush senior campaign while still in high school.  As he thought that Rom simply needed a valium, he remained silent as the candidate continued to rant and rave about the daily tracking numbers.

 

 

The offices of Great Dane Consulting sat atop CopleyCenter in Boston.  A very fashionable address with a great view of the city and a short elevator ride downstairs to some excellent restaurants and candy stores.  Since the publication of “Confessions of a Corporate Killer” Great Dane had done its best to maintain a fairly low profile in spite of their very visible office space. 

 

They continued to receive government contracts to perform the same kind of tasks destabilizing governments, whacking opposition candidates in so-called free and fair elections abroad and they have everyone from Hugo Chavez to the far right wing leaders of Malaysia and Indonesia on their payroll.  Great Dane was, as a company, politically neutral, they donated the same very large sums to Democrats and Republicans in US elections and the cash flowing to them never ceased to grow from year to year.

 

The phone on Mike Epstein’s desk rang and disturbed his day dream about the hot new assistant.  He answered on the second ring, “Epstein.”

 

“It’s Skip, responded the campaign functionary.  “We’ve gotta talk.”

 

 

 

 “About what asked the VP of International relations.”

 

“Can’t discuss on the phone,” answered a somewhat shaken Skip.  “We need to talk in person today.”

 

“This line is completely secure, we use the same encryption that we designed for The Fort , no one has deciphered it yet.”

 

“The boss insists, no paper, no electronic communication, just face to face so get your tired old ass in a limo and get to Manchester as quickly as possible.”

 

The older VP sighed and asked, “What about a helicopter?”

 

“Too risky, it’s snowing up here and the winds are far too strong for a chopper.”

 

“I’ll see you in a couple of hours,” stated the older businessman.

 

 

“Skip,” shouted Huckleberry from his seat on their presidential campaign jet, “get Ed Phelps on the horn and tell him we’re on our way and we want to do some winter white tail hunting.”

 

“That’s Scooter, sir,” mumbled the aid who had been rejected by Harvard and only had the confidence of a Dartmouth frat boy which can easily be shaken in the company of the truly powerful.  “Where’s his number?”

 

“I don’t know you flipping moron, I don’t dial my own calls you and the others handle that.  Ask Gerry, the communications guy.”

 

“His name is Gordon,” stammered Skip.

 

“Whatever his name is, find him and get Phelps on the line and tell him we plan on hunting this afternoon.”

 

 

Just as I tied a clauser minnow onto the tippet of my eight weight G. Loomis GLX fly rod, the telephone on the house boat rang.  I could hear a gruff and very southern accented voice ask Samhara, “Is Mr. Blinko up yet?”  My attorney said, “hang on and I’ll check.”

 

“It’s the redneck outdoors guy again, are you awake?”

 

“I want to get to the snooking but I’ll talk to him to listen to what he may have to say.  Maybe we can get a story out of this, BC went on silent mode for the month and I like to write every day.”

 

Sam quipped, “Jerking off is all you do every day but here’s the phone so you can talk to the guy.”

 

I hit the button to turn the phone off of mute and said, “Blinko.”

 

“I’m Wade DuPont from the Arkansas Disabled Outdoorsmen Association.  I’m sure you’ve heard of us, we’re pretty big.”

 

“If I’ve heard of you, I’ve forgotten about it.  What do you want?”  I asked a bit irritated that I wasn’t casting into mangrove roots but, rather, talking on the phone to some redneck with an undue sense of self-importance.

 

“Our membership, especially the blind guys, really like your writing and we want to offer you a free trip up to Arkansas to do some winter hunting.  We’re going for white tail and we should do pretty well on them.”

 

“I can’t guarantee that I’ll write about it,” I said looking for excuses to continue lazing in the Glades.  “Also, I only hunt ducks and geese, it’s less likely that I’ll shoot another member of our group if I’m shooting into the sky.”

 

DuPont, sounding excited, said, “You’ve heard of technology haven’t you?”

 

“Uh, sure,” I replied a bit confused. as to what this nutcase was talking about.

 

“Well, a group over in Texas invented a scope like thing a blind person can attach to a rifle that identifies deer and, when you hear some kind of sound, you squeeze the trigger and you are all set up with fresh venison.”

 

“Yeah, I think I might have heard of that, it grew out of some military project, I think.  How does it work?  Infrared, laser, pattern recognition?”

 

“Uh… Yes… Well maybe no, shit I don’t know a fucking thing about the egghead stuff, actually.  It works for the guy in Texas and we hoped that you could inaugurate the system we bought for our blind friends up here in Arkansas.”

 

“When?”

 

“Tomorrow.”

 

“I’m in the Glades, there is no airport nearby.”

 

“Give us your GPS coordinates and we’ll get a Scarab to you, run it up to Miami and you’ll be all set.”

 

“Sure,” I added, “Why not?  It might actually be fun.  One more thing though, I have no cold weather clothing with me.”

 

“We’ll take care of that,” said DuPont, “I’ll meet you at the airport personally.”

 

“Phelps!” shouted the state’s governor.  “You’re a sight for sore eyes.  I’m a bit sick of all of the smiling, handshakes and acting like I actually care less about some schmo eating lemon pie in a roadside diner.”

 

“I’ve got the gear all packed and a set of Columbia hunting clothes in your size and we can get started as soon as you’re ready.”

 

“Let’s go now,” said Huckleberry.

 

“You do have your hunting license with you don’t you?”

 

“I’m the flipping governor, I don’t need no stinking license.”

 

The two hopped into Phelps truck and headed out for the woods.

 

 

“It’s like this,” said Skip to Epstein, “Every quantitative bit of data we have shows Huckleberry rising and Rude Boy and Rom are fading fast.  We can lose Iowa but New Hampshire is a must win for us.”

 

“And?”  Asked the Dane consultant.

 

“Rom believes, if provided with the appropriate data, you will figure out the appropriate solution.”

 

“Ok, dump the data.”

 

First, Huckleberry placed a call to his favorite hunting guide and will be in the Arkansas wilderness all day tomorrow.  Second, we’ve got GPS transmitters all over Phelps so it should be easy to find them in the woods.”

 

“So, you’re suggesting a hunting trip?  You think I need a nice outdoors vacation?”  Epstein asked knowingly.

 

“Something like that,” replied Skip.

 

“Gonz Blinko, the blind journalist will also be hunting in the same area with some other disabled sportsmen using one of those infrared scopes that lock onto the heat signature of a deer.  He’s meeting a guy named DuPont at the Little Rock airport who will bring him out to shoot some white tail.”

 

“Hmm…” added Epstein, “tell the boss it’s under control.”

 

“Skip got out of the limo and the driver got back in.  “Driver, airport, charter hanger,” ordered Epstein.

 

 

I tried to think of a song to sing as I got off the puddle jumper in Little Rock but nothing about Arkansas stands out in my mind with enough distinction to remind me of any lyric.  “Gonz Blinko,” yelled a heavily accented voice.

 

“Yup,” I replied.

 

“Fred Johnson at your service.”

 

“What happened to DuPont?”  I asked as I had expected someone else to gather me at the airport.

 

“He got caught up in some business related to his day job.  I’ll be taking you out today.”

 

“What did you say your name is?”

 

“Fred Johnson but my friends call me Ratface cause of my skinny nose.”

 

“Some friends,” I mumbled as I stepped up into the SUV.

 

“You can go in back and change clothes, Samhara told us your size so it should all fit.”

 

“Over the river and through the woods,” I sang as I dressed.

 

 

Phelps and Huckleberry got out of the pickup and walked into the woods.  They started looking for signs of deer to follow.  Phelps recognized something and told the governor to follow.  Both men walked as quietly as possible.

 

“I love everything about this place,” whispered Huckleberry.

 

“Me too,” added Phelps as they wandered further into the forest.

 

 

“Here is your gun, tricked out for hunting deer without vision.  As an added precaution, it also sends a video image to my iPAQ so I can double check that you are aiming at a proper target.”  Said Johnson, “By the way, this quiet fellow with us is named Billy Bob, he’s pretty shy so don’t expect him to say much.  He is also a deadly shot so, even if you miss, he’ll make sure you have venison to bring home.”

 

“What sort of rifle is this?”  I asked as I’m more of a handgun kind of guy and couldn’t recognize it by feel.

 

“Thirty ought six, answered Johnson who then added in a comical voice, “Be very quiet, we’re hunting wabbits.”

 

 

Skip sat with his candidate in their Concord headquarters.  “Any word from the field staff?”  Asked Rom Mitney.

 

“Nothing yet but, according to the plan, they’ll just be getting started.”

 

 

Phelps asked the governor, “Can you hear that?”

 

“Sounds like something is happening about 150 yards off to our right.  Let’s walk in as cautiously as we can.”

 

 

 

“Gonz, can you hear that?”  Asked Johnson.

 

“Yeah, I think so, something off to our left.”

 

“Let’s kneel down and see what your sensors say.”

 

I lifted my rifle to my shoulder and slowly moved it around to try to locate the heat signature of a deer.  Johnson watched his iPAQ intently and Billy Bob remained silent except for very short breaths.

 

Suddenly, I heard a constant beep from my earpiece.  “You’re on her, squeeze the trigger and you’ll have a pile of delicious venison to bring home.”

 

I squeezed my trigger and heard two gun shots go off almost simultaneously.  “Billy Bob got one too!”  Said Johnson excitedly.

 

“What do we do now?” I asked as the thought of dragging a heavy and bloody carcass out of the woods started to sink in.

 

“Nothing,” said Johnson, “Billy Bob will call a couple of friends with ATV and they’ll haul the quarry back into town.  Eddie the butcher will clean it all up for you, vacuum pack it, put it  in ice and then FedEX it to any place you would like.”

 

“Isn’t that expensive,” I asked.

 

“It’s all part of the package we offer Gonz.  It’s too late for you to fly back tonight so we also got you a room at the lodge.  We’ll be eating rainbow trout tonight, a specialty of the house.”

 

“Sounds good.”

 

 

The phone rang in the New Hampshire suite.  “Skip,” answered the aid.

 

“Fresh venison tonight,” answered Epstein’s voice.

 

“How many?”  Asked Skip.

 

“Two bucks.”

 

“Perfect.  I’ll see you in Boston tomorrow,” added Skip.

 

 

Three days after Governor Huckleberry left for his day off, Scooter paced back and forth the suite.  “Did he go mental?”  He asked no one in particular.

 

“heck, he said Jesus told him to run for president, maybe Jesus changed his mind,” added a no name junior aid.

 

 

The guys at the lodge prepared an amazing dinner, making me certain to want to come back.  I enjoyed the hunting, the walk in the woods,, the clean, crisp air and the venison chile the lodge served as a side.

 

The following morning, one of the guys brought me a pot of coffee.  One taste and I practically gagged, “fucking Maxwell House,” I muttered but continued to drink it for my fix.

 

I poured a second cup, lit a Chesterfield and turned on a local television news station.  The lead story said that Arkansas Governor and presidential hopeful had gone AWOL for a couple of days.  “Look for him in a gay bath house, that’s where those preacher types can usually be found,” I said to no one in particular.

 

The second story said that local outdoorsman Wade DuPont was found floating face down in some dirty old river with three bullet holes in the back of his head.  “Probably some corrupt real estate guy wanting to get a conservationist out of the way,” I said aloud to the empty room.

 

Afterward

 

This short story is highly influenced by three books that I’ve enjoyed over the years – thus, the peculiar title.  These books, “The Manchurian Candidate” by Joseph Conrad and the excellent movie made from the book starring Frank Sinatra in a non-singing role, “The Blind Assassin” by Margaret Atwood (one of this terrific writer’s more recent books and “The Dead Zone” by Stephen King. 

 

Recently, I received an invitation to go deer hunting with a group of Florida sportsmen with disabilities.  These are a great bunch of guys and, using the invention from Texas, I hope to bag a doe.  Of course, I will not change the rifle’s firmware back to its military purpose of locking onto the heat signature of a human being.

 

— End

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Christmas List

As every other type of blog that publishes about every other type of subject releases a “Christmas List” around this time of year that suggests ideas for good gifts for their readers, I thought I should do the Blind Confidential Christmas Gifts for Hipster Blinks.  This list will include a list of items both real and those I would like to see invented in the future which probably means they won’t make Christmas 2007 but we’ll put them in anyway for future years and/or decades.

 

In Order of Preference:

 

1.        A Victor Reader Stream portable reading device from Humanware ($329 at ILA, perhaps more or less elsewhere).

 

On Thursday, I talked on the phone to a friend of mine who works in the AT biz and would definitely show up on anyone’s list of industry experts.  We agreed that the Victor Reader Stream is the coolest new blindness hardware product in many years.  In my opinion, it’s the coolest new device in our market sector since FS released the PAC Mate with a mainstream operating system on a blind guy ghetto hardware platform.  Including software only products, I think the Vic holds the position of coolest new product since SATOGO.  My friend and I also agreed that, at $329, the Vic breaks new ground in the price/performance ratio of products designed specifically for us blinks.

 

One thing I do not know about at all is how the copyright laws regarding content one plays on the Vic work in countries outside of the US.  If you live here, you can get Bookshare.org with its more than 35,000 titles in text Daisy format which sound great with the synthesizer on the Vic and NLS with its digital voice recordings of thousands of books from its enormous catalogue that you can download and and copy onto an SD card you can then stick into your device.  I do know that Jim Fruchterman has announced Bookshare International but I don’t know any of the details surrounding it.

 

The Vic is not without its problems.  I recommend that if you get the device the first thing you do is install the firmware upgrade downloadable from the Humanware web site.  The new firmware will let you play books from audible.com and provides fixes for a number of bugs.  Even with the update, there are a few bugs that one may encounter but nothing of real tragic proportions.

 

If you do not want to use a portable book reader or add yet another device to your collection of gadgets in your backpack, there are a few software only Daisy players out there that work on laptops and at least one that works on a PAC Mate.  In the past, I’ve used Dolphin’s Daisy reader which works pretty nicely and I’m told that they now distribute it without cost so the price is certainly right.  VictorSoft, a cost free reader is not in my opinion very good so, even though the price may be real good, the software still isn’t worth it.  FS Reader from Freedom Scientific is the best of the breed and, while I do not know its price, if you plan on using such a program often, it is well worth it.

2.       2. A Windows Mobile based cellular handset and a Copy of Mobile Speak Smartphone (MSS) from Code Factory (check a CF dealer for pricing on the screen reader and look for deals from mobile service providers for prices on phones).

 

I’ve long been an advocate of the Code Factory line of products and very strongly suggest that you try out an MSS or MSP based solution before looking at PAC Mate, BrailleNote or any of the other very pricey solutions.  If you plan on using such a device for heavy duty notetaking, I strongly recommend getting a Blue Tooth keyboard as the thumb based devices do not permit fast enough typing to do more than jot down a note, appointment or other short item.  If you are a Braille user, MSS and MSP support a variety of Blue Tooth Braille devices which take the notion of the PAC Mate removable Braille line a step further and a bit more convenient.

 

While I strongly prefer this solution to portable computing, many others tell me that they still like the feel of the devices designed specifically for blind users.  I have heard a lot of good stuff about Mark Mulcahey’s new GNU/Linux based handheld and I still believe in the PAC Mate and all of the off-the-shelf software available for it over the entirely BGG solutions.

 

3.        A really good tutorial for using Microsoft Word 2007 with a screen reader.

 

I have been a loyal user of Microsoft Word since version 3.0 for DOS which I bought at a Staples in Boston in 1986 and used on my ultra-fast 8 mhz 80286 based Epson AT clone.  I have used every version for DOS and Windows since and I’ve used a few Macintosh versions when I could still see a bit.  During that entire time, many keystrokes remained identical and, after 21 years of using them, they are burned into my neural pathways.  Thus, when I hit ALT+O, I expect to land in the Format menu as that’s what it has done for as long as I can remember.  In the past, I have complained that the Window-Eyes JAWS Keyboard simulation provides just enough compatibility to confuse the hell out of users and Microsoft Word 2007, with its claim of backward compatibility for keystrokes, is far worse.  There are aspects of Office 2007, like its contextual nature, that I like a lot but learning a pile of new keyboard commands is a real drag.

 

When I first got Office 2007, I listened to the excellent audio presentation Brian Hartgen did with JAWS, Window-Eyes and System Access.  For those struggling with Office 2007, I suggest looking at this one first.  Others may be in the making or may be out there that I haven’t encountered yet so please post a comment or send me an email if you know of such.

 

4.        A subscription to the System Access Mobile Network.

 

The System Access screen reader is quite good and updated frequently by Monster Matt Campbell with bug fixes and new features.  The network is worth the price for the DVS movies alone.  There’s not much more that I can say but give this product/service a ride and I think you will like it.

 

5.        A JAWS SMA

 

Sooner or later most blind users need to use JAWS and will likely need to use it on Vista in the near future.  An SMA costs a lot less than an upgrade and JAWS 9.0 is well worth the bucks, especially on Vista and in various Office applications.

 

6.        A 3D audio user interface for a screen reader.

 

I am currently working on an editor that will demonstrate many of these theoretical concepts but, while it will serve its specific purpose nicely, it is not a screen reader and will not provide multi-dimensional semantic information in mainstream applications.  I hope someone can pick up my work and port it to one of the open source screen readers to advance the research and, perhaps, the expensive AT products will give it a try after a while.

 

7.        Cities that start planning for and including people with disabilities in their plans and actual projects.

 

See yesterday’s post.

 

Well, that’s about all I can think of right now and it’s time for the dog and I to work off a bit of fat so I’ll end here.  Please send in your ideas for cool gadgets and other technology stuff that you would like to find under the tree this year.

 

n  End

 

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Open Letter to St Pete Times

12/14/2007

 

Dear Editor,

 

I live with my wife, our pet dog and my guide dog X-Celerator on 8th St. near 30 Ave. in St. Petersburg.  As you may have surmised by my naming a guide dog as a member of the family, I am blind.  In the most technical of terms, I live with a severe vision impairment which, translated to normal English means that I have no usable vision but can detect some light but not objects or anything useful through my eyes.

 

Almost every day, X-Celerator (don’t ask how he got his name as the story is too long and quite boring) and I go out for an exercise walk.  I have managed to memorize which streets in my neighborhood do and do not have sidewalks as our city planners seem to have selected randomly where such should start and stop and simply poured cement in an arbitrary pattern of parallel and perpendicular lines.  On the east side of my street for instance, the side walk starts in front of my house and runs north in front of two more houses; the most perplexing aspect of this bit of concrete is that none of these houses sit on a corner.  Thus, we have a sidewalk from our home to that of a neighbor but not to 30th or 31st Ave., the terminal spots of our block. Thus, upon leaving my house to go south, I need to walk with my guide dog across a bit of the neighbor’s lawn until we find his driveway , turn south on the street and, if we’re heading east, rejoin the sidewalk once we’ve passed his house.  To make matters more confusing, we’ve been cited by whichever governing body within the city bureaucracy handles such things for having some tall decorative plants leaning over the sidewalk that goes nowhere, hence, has no pedestrians to be disturbed by the excess foliage.

 

As a responsible guide dog handler, I pick up after X-Celerator when he “does his business”during our morning walks.  I gather his solid waste in a bio-degradable bag designed for this specific purpose and purchased at a pet store.  When I’ve gathered all that he left behind, I tie the bag closed and continue on our walk.  The second major problem with the sidewalks of our fair city is the complete absence of public receptacles of any kind; there are simply no trash barrels on or near any of the sidewalks on either the major or minor streets in the area.

 

Often, our exercise walk takes us some distance and I must admit that carrying a bag of poop for a couple of miles aggravates the carrier and severely distracts from the fashion statement made by the guide dog handler.  Simply put, where does one get shoes to match this sort of bag?

 

We frequently walk on Martin Luther King St. where I’ve grown friendly with a bunch of guys who work in establishments that service automobiles in some way or another.  The mechanic guys, when they spot me carrying the doggie doo-doo, almost always drop what they are doing and run out to help me find a place to throw it away.  Thus, I’ve some familiarity of the dumpsters behind businesses on one particularly busy street.  Most others just look at me and I suppose they think, “look at the poor blind guy with the pretty yellow Labrador and the bag of feces in his hand,” these people try to pass me as silently and quickly as possible.

 

So, I have decided to take matters of sidewalks, the foliage that overhangs them that strikes me in the face and the lack of public garbage cans into my own hands.  On streets where sidewalks do not exist, I will try to encourage x-Celerator to do his business and leave it where it lands as I will assume that the lack of a sidewalk means the presumption of no pedestrians, hence, no one to step in the poop I leave on random citizens’ lawns.  If the street does have a sidewalk, I will try to find a proper place to dispose of my plastic bag and, if I do not find one within a block or so, I will leave it on the grass abutting the sidewalk at the next intersection.

 

I will take a two pronged strategy toward the overhanging foliage: first, if I happen to have a bag of poop in hand, I will tie the baggie to the overhanging branch as a measure of civil disobedience and a bit of kenetic sculpture that may help raise the artistic values of our community.  Second, I will go to Sears and buy myself one of those rechargeable, battery operated hedge clipper low power chain saw things and start carrying it with me on my walks – yes boys and girls, a blind person armed with a power tool roaming the sidewalks and defending himself against the trees, bushes and such that terrorize his head and limbs as he walks by will be on the loose in our placid, seaside community.

 

Obviously, I wrote much of the above in gets and will not likely take all of the actions I can imagine against a town that pretends to be a city that really cares less about those of us with vision impairments and, to a large extent, disabilities of any kind.  I ask only that Mayor Baker and our city counsel take action to complete the sidewalk construction in our city and put a few trash barrels here and there to cut down on litter in general and dog poop in particular.  Finally, I ask that the city enforce regulations involving plant growth that obstructs sidewalks before I have my face or arms scraped and call the city to send someone out to deal with the objectionable growth – this can probably be accomplished by having city workers out and about for other purposes take note of such and report them at the end of each day to the individual or department responsible for enforcement of these rules.

 

Sincerely,

Christian D. Hofstader

 

 

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